Oh, Baby. Where do these days go? The wait to get to you feels like it’s been so long, but then each 24 hours flies by somehow and I’m back here, sitting on the couch, wondering what to say to you next. Today was a full day, beginning with appointments for you (us) at 8:30a. I’ll never tire of hearing your heartbeat, little one, which is great because today my non-stress test took twice as long as last week’s. You were just cozy in there and not giving them the kicks they wanted to see. I assured them you were mobile, but they need visible proof, so we hung out for a while and listened to the sweet rhythm of your heart, beating steadily next to me and tucked inside at the same time.
From there (and after second breakfast), we scooped up your siblings and headed out to go blueberry picking, to attend the last swim lessons of the summer, and to shop for school supplies. It was a little bit of a marathon, but we did it, and the fact that it was in the mid-70ºs and not hotter was a boon to our efforts. Even so, by the time we were done with all of the errands, everyone was spent. It felt like there was one good option as a way to wind down the evening–pizza at the beach.
We haven’t been out to the beach near as much as I’d like this summer, especially when it’s such a grounding place for everyone. We hadn’t ordered pizza in ages, either, so it seemed like a winning idea all around. Sadly, our pizza took two hours to be ready downtown, and we got to the beach for “dinner” at 8:00p. What we lacked in playtime in the sand we at least made up for in getting to watch the sun emerge from a hazy sky and sink down below the water’s edge. There’s never a sunset that can’t put a cap on a day in just the right way. Whenever you need things set right in your world, little one, I’ll take you to the beach so we can work the wrinkles out. There were some sad hearts tonight about not being able to fill up buckets of water and build a sandcastle of dreams, but I didn’t really think late pizza and a rainbow sunset were a bad way to wind down the day. All in all, we made it through a full Friday with spirits generally intact, and we also made it to 37 weeks. Great job, little one!
Tonight I’m feeling pretty worn out, and it’s late, so that makes sense. Everyone else has long gone to bed, but as usual, I’m up thinking through things I still need to do or procure or make a priority for the weekend. I’m so glad we’re headed into another few weekend days, which are all bonus days to me right now. It’s not that I expected you to come super early, but I’m just grateful for the time we do have to keep plugging away. Things are about to change in a big way and everyone feels it and knows it.
Tomorrow your big sister and I are off to some girly errands in the morning. After that, who knows what the day holds exactly? Probably just the guarantee that there will be some kind of pounding new nails into walls for hanging pictures, undoubtedly laundry, and likely some time out in the glorious weather, maybe sitting, maybe weeding and the like. No matter. It will get here when it gets here and we’ll hope to be ready for it. One day further into the calendar and one day closer to you.
Love you so, little honeybee. You are as sweet as can be in my belly and we’re all eager to know you out here, too.
Mama