I’m 34 weeks pregnant today and had my check-in appointment this afternoon. I was interested to know how baby is positioned, since I can never quite tell myself. Even on the ultrasound a few weeks ago, he or she switched directions a handful of times. It’s so hard for me to know until we’re close to our babies arriving. As hoped, this little one is in the right spot. The timing for checking is funny to me though–I’m feeling so much so differently as of today, and given the discomfort I was in yesterday and last night, I’m pretty sure our babe flipped head down sometime in the past 24 hours. Things definitely don’t feel the same anymore, and the kicks to my ribs and sides that I wondered about are now in gear. Isn’t this process of life growing just incredible? I never ceased to be amazed by it all!
Baby has been so active, which is always a great encouragement to me. I’d rather be jabbed and kicked all day than wonder when I’ll feel movement next. I’m trying to discern this little one’s personality, since I feel like I’ve gotten an idea about the others while they were all still growing in my belly. If anything, I’d have to say I feel like this babe is peaceful…his or her movements are generally fluid, and there’s just a whole lot of joy in this process. It’s hard, sure–a lot of days, actually. But my impression of baby is still that he or she is light, naturally sunny and nurturing a sweet disposition. It will be so fascinating to see if my inclinations are correct.
Six weeks until our due date and I don’t sense in my heart that we’ll wait any longer than that. Things are shifting. I’m in no rush, but I also trust my instincts and have more peace in the process when I lean into them. To have things look as expected in our appointment today was a gift, as all of our appointments have been. I just keep praying that God will orchestrate every detail and protect this little one with every bit of covering necessary. I’m trying to adjust more to our reality that baby will be here soon, and I think even the day I go into labor I’ll be surprised that the time has actually come. What is this life we get to live? And who is this precious little person we get to watch grow right before our eyes?
Baby is figuring out the world upside down now, and maybe I can relate a little. I don’t feel upside down, but I do feel like there’s new perspective waiting for me every day as I learn to mother this sweet little one to the best of my ability. It’s a new adventure every 24 hours. What a beautiful thing!
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